common sense

     People say o i have love for this and that but when the real moment comes to defend your 

gang or whatever they back out or say a lie .

i mean if you dont wanna be in a gang dont enter it do say i have for it or nothing like that because your just saying that your a wanna be .

now where i live in okc  their alot of gangs and alot of wanna be's who dont do anything but talk their shit but when someone comes up they say oo no men that wasnt me fool. i just say in my head  MIERDAAAAA.

why do people get in gangs maybe because they think its cool or their parents are in it or idont know really just my opinion

   I see little kids say o am from this but then the time passes by and they forget all about it. idont know what so special about gangs all you do is get high or kill people or tag something up

the people who are in gangs your homies or whatever say o i have your back bro but in the end your in jail no way out and their outside.

like if someone says go and steal this i got your back whos going to pay up if you get caught you are, not him he didnt do it you did. use common sense 

once you die your homies forget you who you were,the time passes by they moved on and so is everybody else 

same with soldiers they die and everybody forgets their names.

nothing new has change. gangs have existed for decades and will continue until we die are minds will clear up .

here is my saying '' forget your pass look forward you see that light its coming towards you.

Parte de mi vida

   Me acuerdo de mis amigos alexis y daniel esos eran mis compadres mis mejores amigos nunca piensaba qe me iva ir de mexico pero todo eso cambio con unos simples papeles.

Vi a mi hermano joel el mas grande diciendo no ogro yo no me voy alos estados unidos yo me quedo aqui a terminar la escuela mi apa respecto su decision. Pero yo piensaba que ivamos a Oklahoma nomas a ver mis primos. Cuando llegamos ala casa de mi tio davidad vi a mi primo edgar estaba acostado en el sofa apenas estaba despierto creo qe eramos dos. 

Unas semanas pasaron y vi a primo carlos llorando el se vino con nosotros a oklahoma y oi a carlos decir entre sus lagrimas'' no me quiero ir '' y yo piense entre mi mismo pero nomas estamos aqui para visitar no hojala que si '' y mi ama se fue para atras a a juarez por beto y ahi supe qe nos vinimos a a quedar aqui pero no supe por que, por cual razon. 

   Entre ala escuela y lo mas dificil era aprender ingles pero tambien era una ventaja por que si la maestra mi preguntaba decia '' no inglish'' y la maestra decia okay. rato paso y mi maestra me dijo este señor te va a enseñar ingles y yo okay. Era chida el maestro.

El tiempo se fue bien rapido demaciado rapido y nos cambiamos de casa una casa mas grande con 3 cuartos yo tube que compartir el cuarto con mi hermano beto. beto era como el afro men con un grande afro.

Y luego estamos en juarez voy ala escuela en juarez no entiendo de lo que ablan so mi maestra me puso carilla me tube que quedar despues de escuela y siempre tenia un chingo de tarea pero gracias a mi madre que me ayudo. areglamos las visas y para atras a los estados unidos y otra vez mi hermano joel se queda .

   Voy y ver mis amigos despues de una semana en estar en oklahoma. voy ala misma escuela john adams y me toca la misma maestra y creo que estaba enojada que tenia un estudiante de mas pero no se.

Entro a Roosevelt Middle school y el sexto grado era el grado mas dificil y largo siempre me alguien me molestaba ese grado lo odaiba. pero todo eso cambio sobre el tiempo.

Ahora estoy en el grado nueve y nunca se me olvida mis errores no se que va a pasar mañana ni pasado mañana nunca se me olvido mi hermano joel aun que el estaba en mexico y yo en los estados unidos siempre sera mi carnal. 

   Eh aprendido de mis errores para que no los aga otra vez

Todos acemos errores pero que nunca se te olvide quien eres 

insecurity

    people change over time and as we all now everything has it place and time.

technology is everything to most of the kids teenagers and adults now in 21 century people but how they feel on facebook etc.

games have taken over you dont see kids hanging outside in the u.s rarely if you see on where i live in oklahoma
city. most teenagers and kids including adults some but most of them wake up and the first thing they do is turn on their xbox 360 or ps3 its a addiction and it needs to stop its okay if you take it as just a relax but if you do that all day play violent games or a game your addicted and need to stop or you ll ruin your life and your future.

some people who play games all the time forget about studys and to eat they dont care just to stay close to the t.v and play some fantasy game or the same a shooting game. but when they have the game they want another game its the same thing just kill people thats so probably in my opinion thats how theirs so much violence in this world we live in.

maybe its the parents fault that their kids have anger issues because maybe the parents cant say no they cant say turn that crap off and if the parents say it most of the kids dont do it they just turn of the volume of the t.v.

we need to stop because this world gets rotten everyday by the violence we humans cause and later on we wont be able to stop.

so take interest in other things instead of killing games not everything is violence learn to stop your addiction and take a real hobby you like and enjoy.

     Yo nose por que la jente bueno la mayoria de los estados unidos dicen en ingles ''dude shut up you sound stupid talking spanish'' y eso ami me nose me cai mal la neta como alguien va a rechazar su propia raza.

Neta en veces se salen de weyes pero lo qe estan diciendo simplemente es que les vale de donde ellos vinieron de donde son. 

   para mi esos tipos de personas son una desgracia. yo se un poco de la historia de mexico no mucho nomas lo qe me enseño mi madre. 

un dia en mi escuela anterior era el dia de cinco de mayo y mi mestro de historia los pregunto es esta la indepencia de mexico y yo dije no y un chavo se burlo de mi y dijo como tas pendejo pero en realidad el estaba mal. mi maestro dijo no eric esta bien tu estas mal. cuando me voltie su cara estaba roja.

muchos mexicanos de los estados unidos piensan qe saben de mexico la mayoria no y otros pokos si.

generationes pasan y pasan asta qe el latino de u.s se le olvida su propia lengua y sus hijos no saben si sus abuelos fueron mexicanos y de qe raza eran. pero ellos no tubieron la culpa sus padres la tubieron por no enseñarles como escribir su idioma y como ablarlo. 

El ingles puede ser una ventaja pero si te acostumbras a el, tu idioma orignal se te olvidara o no sabras ablarlo bien.

  que nunca nunca se nos olvide nuestro idioma 

  
     everyday i wake up getting ready to go to school u.s grant .where its like a jail the teachers control us like their pets. my first hour teacher is always pinking at me and my friends and while other kids are talking more shit then i evered heard she dont tell them shit. one time this girl said woww look at them trying to play soccer fucken white people and i say well they have a black guy, black people can play anything futbol, soccer, tennis, golf thats how they roll and my teacher just stared at me like am a criminal and she said to me how would you like it if i said mexican people are gay and i told her i never said black people are gay all i said is that their awesome cuz they can do anything, everyone caught quite i look at my teacher and her face is red and she says i still have that refrel i just say i have done nothing wrong so your gonna loose anyways. she told me to shut up with her face cuz she knows that am right.
   
  my time is up i go to my other classes and just hear the teachers say them same o samo nothing knew when we act wrong they threaten us with detention or refrels but either way we know its coming. people act rough like they own the world but maybe the world owns them because most of the wanna b's just talk but when the time comes up they step back thats how some people in my school are so i dont evan pay attention to them.

  i dont know why but school actually seems fun to me i go i get to kick it with my homies i learn something that i didnt know so there for i gained knowledge into my brain.

   i see alot of my friends drop off high school but not me i aint no quitter am going to keep going i accomplish my damm goal. only 66 of 200 people in their senior year graduate  i hope and will give it my all to graduate  and not have a crappy job and hate my live


 

death and life

  everyday i wake pretending to be excited to be ready to be happy but the truth is i aint. i am in a way but in the other am just with sadness. i just wonder if my live is so great if my god already knows what am going to do everyday every second every movement of my body.

imagine if we knew when we were going to die. if we knew this i don't know how the people would react. i think its kinda scary i would be freak out that means o would spend every second wisely and doubt my movements. but we dont know when are time is to hit the ground.

i give thanks to my lord that he has gave me one more day to life. people die out of no where sometimes they seem healthy but then you see them in the ground, their skin white as the snow so reaction its like a toy no reaction no pain.

when i had a gun to my face i had no sense of movement i was paralyzed i had no thoughts all i heard was my heart going wild but i just thank god for protecting my.

   People hate live they just want to die but why when you can accomplish more your true potential  what your made of whats your duty.

parents pass on their own kids destiny when the truth is that the child should decide what he or she wants to do for the rest of his or her life. if you have a destiny someone has put on you its not yours its his never forget that forgive but never forget the persons name.

People die ever die and theirs nothing we can do about maybe if that person was a person of god you shouldnt be crying you should be celebrating that his with the lord don't cry what for he cant or she cant hear or see you i understand its sadness because of the time when people die their Wife's or Husband say '' why did you leave me behind'' their not crying because they died because their alone most of the times this happens.

   Make wise choices not the wrong moves one simple mistake can ruin everything its like cycle it repeats. two times thinking is better then one.