one place to another life.

It suck's when you lived somewhere for 14 years. And you had you friends and girlfriend here but then your parent's wanna move back to their home country.

And you don't want to move back where your from because you've made a new life a new start but your parent's can't live their no more maybe cuz of immigration you cant live their because your not legal or money problems etc.

But you lived their all your life but they don't care.

So your back in your home country and everybody thinks your rich cuz you came back from u.s but your poor just like them.

So it's your first day of school and you have no clue of the teacher is teaching,automatically you have an "F" so their's you grade already doing horrible in school.

After school their's no one to hang out or chill with so your a loner.

So after a few day's you have friends your enjoying it.Oh wait you still are flunking the class you know the history from the other country but not your own country history.

You stay after school for your teacher to tutor your and you find out shes a bitch so you hate her.

You decide that the school is not for you, and their you are flipping burger's with low payment.

But think this way what if you went and studied in el paso that's u.s right you get your student study perment   . You would have thought maybe you had a shot in life.

 But a flashback come's to your mind you lived in your home country only until you were six years and you move to the u.s and come back when your 14-17.

You probably won't like it.But my dad says''school here in china and mexico,u.s is the same" and am like no its not damm it.

Because you have to get use to a new way to live.

some times this happen's and that life for you it can be a punk but hey never give up on yourself everyone can be some one in life 

FEAR..

Why are people so scared to be alone. I heard husbands,wife's,sons etc say to their dear one '' why have you left me,why, what am i going to do.

so i a thought comes to mind ''their crying because their alone not because their love one is gone''. 

its hard when someone close to you dies and you feel like no one is by your side. 

some people just dont care what goes one, and am included i didnt give a dam about nobody until now i know iwas wrong but here i am carrying about my friend's, family etc. 

But the things i did in the pass now am paying them for example; people dont care about me they think am shit am treated differently because am a nice a guy. but that is going away now.

But i worry because am becoming like my oldself and i dont want that. 

And i refuse to let people down that just not me i am where i need to be. 

idont know why people are scared to make friends, or just hate everyone around them and wish they would die .

some people are scared because they're being through allot worst things then me and you. but always give a hand out then a hand up. 

people can choose weather to get back up or stay down where everybody can squish you like a bug.

i know life is hard and it can be a bicth but that's life everywhere. so dont be scared we all have to face our fears never look down when your talking to a person always look them in the eye let them know you are serious and not afraid. 

humans slaves to machines

Now in century 21,humans depend on technology i mean technology is great with a small cellphone you can take around the world.

We use technology for wars to win the battles and loose the war sometimes why?because your or my enemy has a better equipment of technology,better guns,better bombs,etc.

But hold up now theirs 3D in televisions and cellphones"how does this work" i mean its amazing.

But wait what if technology everything that is considered electronic "DIES" what's gonna happen in my opinion everyone is gonna be freaked out. 

Why?because everything that is important is in the computers,flash drives.

Right now everything is computerized ,when you you stop at the red light what you have to stop but with no electronics,no red light that means people crashing,oh wait your insurance got you covered,wrong because you were in their system but not no more.

like ice cube said

 ''Yo, we in a fight for our lives

We in a fight for our lives
And the trick thing about it
I don't know if we can win
And what's sad? I don't thing we WANNA win''

This is true get we are depending on electric-equipment to much were all ways inside i think that's why too much people are sick,their always inside their house.

If this happens i hope were prepare because it's gonna be rough the money ain't gonna have no value, my question is what is gonna replace money for food.

I sure hope this doesn't happen to many people are gonna die of starvation and so many other things.

Kids ain't gonna be able to eat they'll have to rob or kill.The kids are the FUTURE but their ain't gonna be no kids when this happen so that means no future.

But if we go back to man power we might safe our self's and our family and also our world that is called " Earth" and continue on.

Time goes by and wont stop

Maybe Sometimes we want something so bad we want it so bad but then something new comes to the world better then the last thing its a upgrade.

   Technology can't stop and wont,Evan if it takes hundred years to upgrade a small piece but it will happen and it has, we went from men power and animal power to machine power, went from sticks and stones to guns and bombs.

We still use the same strategy's from the Mayans and so many other cultures or tribes etc.

The old things are use full if you know how to use them and what's its purpose. We need to use things wisely for right things but most of the times that aint the case.

   If we went back to the pass everyone we probably we wouldn't like because things would be different no ipads or cellphones we would hate it most of the people would. why because we are adapted to this world and how things are we are use to them.

Ill be honest i like my world things might not be so bright but am use to it. 

Everything has it bad side and its bright side. Don't always look at it from the bad side have a good look around because things will change in 20 years things might be bad or good.

spend your time well don't always be inside don't be shy.

Be happy their for you have life and your living. times are bad and good but it passes by.

Forget your pass look forward see that light its bright and its coming for you.